The author shares their feelings of being overwhelmed but looks forward to visiting Montreal for Christmas festivities. They reflect on updating SEO for blog posts about their 2023 European trip, particularly focusing on their experiences in Paris. The author plans to write more during Winter Break and asks readers about their holiday plans.
Category Archives: Personal Essays
Research on Mathieu D’Amours
The author reflects on the concept of dual death—physical death and the fading memory of one’s name. They aim to honor their ancestors by reviving their names, starting with Mathieu D’Amours, a significant historical figure. The author seeks to uncover Mathieu’s early life and plans future travels to connect with this heritage.
Shower Thoughts
The shower creates an intimate space for deep reflection on life and death. Contemplating existence, the writer grapples with beliefs shaped by a Catholic upbringing while embracing kindness over doctrine. They ponder the continuity of matter post-death and express a desire to live fully, prioritizing meaningful experiences before life’s inevitable end.
Opportunity List
The author reflects on a weekend vlog focusing on a mindset shift from a “To-Do List” to an “Opportunity List,” enhancing productivity and enjoyment in daily tasks. Key tasks include writing a blog post and preparing for a new teaching trimester with engaging content. The author emphasizes prioritizing personal enjoyment alongside responsibilities.
Revision Practice
The author reflects on their ambivalence towards revising written work, likening it to the structural assessment of a house. They explore personal memories tied to the phrase “two weeks,” stemming from a high school musical experience. The English classroom serves as a sanctuary from time, prompting deeper self-reflection.
How to Not Burn Out from Teaching for the Second Time
The author reflects on their transition from teaching, noting previous burnout due to lack of support and student engagement. Now, with improved circumstances, they prioritize self-care by setting boundaries, designating an office day, and remembering the core purpose of teaching. Balancing personal life and passion enhances their teaching sustainability.
How I’m Making a Feature Film With My Friend
I’m collaborating with my friend Matt on a feature film about William Laird, a Civil War deserter executed in Maine. After refining our script with input from director Will Eichler, we’re focusing on the execution’s impact from multiple perspectives. We aim to complete a third draft soon and target production by summer 2027.
Grant’s Tomb: Inside America’s Largest Mausoleum
Ulysses Grant’s National Monument, the largest mausoleum in the U.S., was built between 1892 and 1897 to honor Grant and his wife, Julia. Struggles in fundraising and maintenance have persisted over the years. Inside, mosaics celebrate Grant’s military achievements, while his sarcophagus lies alongside five generals, reflecting his legacy and character.
Finishing What I Started in High School – Fiction
I’ve been revisiting a draft I first wrote in high school—an over-the-top police thriller heavy on gore and light on character. Fourteen years later, I’m reshaping it into something quieter and more human. This post shows the original alongside the revision, and reflects on what it means to finally move a story from the unfinished pile to the finished one.
From Negative to Print
The author outlines a personal film photography workflow involving shooting with a Canon TS200 and utilizing an Epson V600 scanner. After developing photos, they focus on scanning, organizing files, and light editing using Darktable. The process, although sometimes frustrating, results in appreciated prints to share with friends and family.